The 911 and What It Means to Me

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So what can I even tell you… Something happened, and ever since then, everything has been different — though of course, none of it was a coincidence.

When I try to trace a red thread through it all, I inevitably return to one specific person. Someone who showed me — or rather helped me uncover — who I actually am.

But in my view, life doesn’t let itself be mapped out that easily. Because from where I stand, everything unfolds in a certain order, built on the foundation of preceding events.

Of course, you could say all of this is obvious — so obvious that it hardly seems worth mentioning. But I want to explain what I actually mean by it.

As humans, we understand that events build upon one another. You see it in the simplest parts of everyday life: you wake up, it’s 26 degrees outside, a cool breeze drifts through from time to time, your coffee tastes unusually good, and you set an intention for the day. And what happens? Most of the time, that day turns out beautifully, doesn’t it?

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Or take another example: you meet someone you’ve never seen before, yet the encounter feels strangely significant. And you find yourself wondering how exactly this person crossed your path. Coincidence?

I don’t believe so. Because so far, there’s little reason to assume that “coincidence” truly exists.

Nearly everything can be described mathematically: even in the lottery, we know the exact odds of winning; and in chess, we know there is an astronomically large number of possible positions — far beyond what the human mind could ever compute.

And yet, somehow, we still “approach” patterns. We get close. We sense structure.

But then something strange happens — a point where the whole framework stops behaving the way we expect it to. And that, my dear readers, is the quantum layer.

Anyone who has ever touched quantum physics knows how quickly your brain starts to melt. It’s the kind of topic where your mind just throws its hands up and goes, “Nope. I’m out, bro. That’s my limit.”

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And why do I suddenly jump from chance encounters and probability theory straight to Schrödinger’s cat? Simple.

Try this: Take all the events that have happened to you so far, line them up, and look for the connection — the sequence that built itself step by step — and then try to understand why you’re exactly where you are right now.

Got it? More or less? Good. Very good.

Now tell me: what’s the reason this entire chain of events unfolded in precisely that way for your life?

It gets fuzzy now, doesn’t it? A little distorted. You start thinking, “Well… it just is what it is.” Right?

Let me be completely honest: that’s like looking at your bank account, seeing it’s a thousand euros lower than yesterday, and saying, “No idea why. I didn’t even do anything.”

But you know very well that you did buy something — or paid for something — that explains the missing thousand you see on the screen.

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If you can admit that you have desires, impulses, weaknesses, cravings, and a free mind that follows its own current, then all of it starts to make sense.

But the real question remains: why this movie? Why these experiences? Why am I here, doing this, right now? Do I actually know myself?

Which interests do I genuinely share with my friends — and how many of them share anything with me?

How often do I postpone what I truly want to do just because someone else is calling for me?

And there — that’s where a door opens. A door that shows you that you do have influence over what you experience every single day.

And here’s what happens: once you try being a little more selfish — just a little — you notice how it often creates a feeling of inner calm. Because you’re finally taking your own space. Doing something consciously. No distractions. Just the action — and you.

And this is where it gets interesting. This is the essence. You step into what I call the Creator Mode. It may sound like sci-fi, like some lunatic who got access to the internet, or like pseudo-science. And that’s completely fine — you’re free to think whatever you want. Every sentence, every image that comes to mind is welcome here.

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This way, I make sure these words reach the right kind of people — the ones who don’t want to waste any more of their lifetime on the wrong things.

I also understand when people say that no time is ever truly wasted, because every moment adds to your experience. And that’s true.

But from my own life, I’ve learned something else as well: you can influence your experiences — actively — so that most of them become gentle, aligned, and nourishing, instead of feeling like warnings, obligations, or lectures from life.

This can still happen from time to time — life can gain a certain momentum of its own, especially when you’re around other people. Because we carry energy. And if we carry energy, then naturally we must be sending and receiving it.

Take a light bulb — a simple, almost clumsy example. It receives “energy” in the form of electricity, in the right frequency and intensity. But what else does it do? It glows.

And that’s the point I’m trying to make: we glow too — or rather, we can begin to glow the moment we tap into the right source.

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How do we perceive this, though? Well, you’ve probably heard the word “aura” before. Many people instantly think of the sun — aurora. And in a way, that’s not entirely wrong; the only difference is that our core sits at around 36.5°C, while the sun’s core burns at roughly 15 million degrees. 😉

Now… what can the sun do? It warms. It can obliterate. And it sustains biological life.

And what about you? You can warm others. You can “pulverize” — metaphorically — or, if someone gets too close, a little less metaphorically. 😉 And you can sustain life as well.

So how about this: from now on, imagine yourself as a sun in self-control. Don’t worry — you can keep your flesh-packet. See yourself as an energy source. Protect it well.

Because what do people do with energy sources? They tap into them. They siphon them off. So be careful with energy thieves — the ones who quietly plug themselves into you, because your light, your warmth, your whole solar presence is just a little too desirable to resist.

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What does that look like in real life? People whose interests, worldviews, and inner wiring are simply not compatible with yours. Does that make them bad or insignificant? No, not at all.

But they often carry blockages that make it harder for you to shine. You want to help — of course you do — but it takes time, drains your energy, and in the end, nothing changes. Because if a person isn’t willing to change themselves, you will rarely see any effect.

And unfortunately, that’s how it is most of the time. That doesn’t mean you should stop being a good person. Not at all. Help people. But watch what happens with your investment.

And when your battery finally starts running low, you reach that moment — that point X — where you know it simply can’t go on like this. You begin pressing the switch, usually after several attempts that didn’t quite do it. And eventually you tell yourself that you’ve lost far too much time.

But here’s the good news: If you’re one of those people who kept giving for a long time, then the moment you finally break free hits with incredible intensity. It lifts you several levels at once.

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Because you were capable of standing on that higher level long ago — you simply didn’t have the energy anymore, the energy that had been drained out of you, to actually reach it.

But now? Now you’re standing there — light, almost weightless… deeply connected, as if you’ve merged with everything. Flow. Water. A soft breeze.

You may notice that you no longer have to force your thoughts. Your energy is so elevated that things simply happen — and they work. Your perception shifts. You pour more feeling into things. You begin to see details you once overlooked, or rarely noticed.

New interests may appear suddenly — new hobbies, new philosophies, new ways of moving through the world.

Because now you have enough energetic capacity to perceive all of this at the same time — without running your system on two cores when you were always built for eight. You’re multi-threaded now. But your single-core performance? That one hits hard. Hyperfocus.

And no — that’s not a track by H.P. Baxxter. It’s a real state. People often associate it with ADHD or autism-leaning individuals. And listen — please don’t feel attacked by that. I love you just as much as anyone else.

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You simply have a kind of “quick-hack” to enter this state more easily — though you might also face other challenges when it’s left unmanaged or misunderstood.

But you’re not “sick.” Not broken. Not worth less. None of that nonsense.

You perceive the world in a special way — and in many cases, even more real than the so-called “normal ones.” Because those “normal ones” aren’t really “normal” at all; they’re simply people who have been conditioned, programmed in a way that narrows their perception.

And the moment we start telling others how they’re supposed to see the world, that’s where things become dangerous. Because now we’re tampering with the perception of an individual.

“This is normal.” “That is not normal.” Full stop. Or: “You have to do it this way — that’s how the world works.”

And if you’re aware — if you’re even a little sharp — your mind instantly thinks, “Would you please just shut the hell up?”

But of course, we stay respectful. We keep things at a somewhat elevated level — it’s simply more harmonious that way.

The other kind of energy — the aggressive, imposing kind — doesn’t flow. It hits. And we don’t need that when our goal is to stay in the current, in the flow.

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I see it like this: we learn endlessly — or at least, I believe that striving for that is worthwhile. And when you learn efficiently, you stop wasting your time trying to understand what is incompatible with you.

You pick up things that form a staircase through your life. Some steps are small landings, others are entire new floors — but the building? That belongs to you.

So… shall we step inside now and take a look at the 911?

So what’s this guy doing now, talking about a car? And not just any car — a luxury sports car. You’re probably thinking, “I knew something was off.” And that’s perfectly fine. If that thought helps you in any way, I’m honestly happy for you.

So let me pull a Tyson peekaboo and temporarily knock out the materialism that’s usually associated with this topic. Just a light KO — don’t worry, it’s still breathing. Because we have to go straight to the core here; otherwise it becomes too explosive, too easily misunderstood.

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This is about surgical precision. Line. Timelessness. And style.

And all of these qualities are embodied by the 911 — whether it’s an air-cooled classic, an oil-kisser, a Mezger masterpiece, or a puffball 992 with turbos. A 911 remains a 911 — and so do the principles it represents.

How did I even arrive at all this? I remember being around twelve or thirteen, sitting in my father’s Mercedes CLK on the left lane of the Autobahn. Traffic was perfectly clear, and we pushed the car all the way to the analog limit displayed on the speedometer.

But then it suddenly got loud… and it wasn’t our car. This sounded different — raw, sharp, like a race machine, not a normal vehicle.

My father cautiously switched lanes, and there he was: a small Japanese man in a 911 GT3 — Mezger generation.

He carved his path through the left lane, completely focused, razor-precise. Even his long black hair, which I only caught for a split second, seemed to flow seamlessly with the motion of the car.

And I remember thinking, Who is this insanely cool guy?!

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Because as he passed us, you could feel it — truly feel it: every emotion this man carried had fused with the car. Driver and machine in full synergy.

And it wasn’t this aggressive “I’m pushing you out of the way” ego move. Not at all. It was like a freedom-seeking ground-to-ground missile that finally wanted to breathe.

And that was my first encounter with a 911 in that kind of intensity — the first notch carved into the wood. Many more would follow.

Since we’ve already talked about perception, I can add this: from that moment on, mine must have sharpened in that direction. Because suddenly, there was always a 911 somewhere.

When I visited my father, I’d play outside with neighborhood kids — awkward, pre-teen years, you know the vibe. And of course… there it was again: a dark blue 997 Carrera S parked under a carport, at the house of the kids I was playing with.

When I got back home, there was this game — Test Drive Unlimited 2. Cool back then, let’s put it that way.

And that’s when I discovered Ruf. “Ruf? That looks like a Porsche,” I thought. Not entirely wrong.

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Today I’d say: Porsche DNA as the foundation, with soul-transfer, design purity, and performance without any visual vandalism.

And let’s not even start with Singer… otherwise I’ll get too carried away and go “high” on a rush of pure detail.

Anyway, let’s dial the emotion back for a moment and return to the principles.

What does all of this actually mean? Well… it happened. I began integrating the core qualities of the 911 into my own life.

Porsche isn’t just my favorite car brand — Porsche, and especially the 911, showed me something else: that a “material object” can carry a language within its design. And if you learn to read that language, it can genuinely help you grow.

Sounds exaggerated? Maybe even a little insane? I get that reaction completely. And again — you are absolutely free to think whatever you like.

Let me start with the first factor I mentioned: surgical precision — without the blood and medical instruments.

What can this teach you in life? It can expand your awareness. Because what is surgical precision, really? It is working in the highest state of concentration. You are there. Present.

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Then comes the line — and this takes everything even further, almost literally. Because once the line enters the picture, that concentration, that presence you bring to your actions stops being an exception and becomes your norm.

At some point, you can’t even function any other way anymore, because it feels too good.

You start appreciating the small things as much as the big ones. You execute everything in its highest possible form. No half-measures. No procrastination. No noise between intention and action. You are present.

And now comes timelessness, which connects directly to this state.

What happens to time when you are deeply focused and fully present? Time seems to stand still — and yet, when you dare to look at the clock, it’s suddenly much later than you expected… isn’t it?

So deeply absorbed in your creative flow state… and then you realize — you’re making something. Not consciously in every moment, but the moment you resurface — usually because something interrupts you — you wake up to it: “Wait… I made this?” (Of course you know you did.)

But it still overwhelms you in a certain way, because for once you had access to all your resources — or at least far more of them than usual.

And style? Style is you.

And the people who recognize your style — who might even have a style of their own — suddenly you find yourself in stylistic company. Demanding, occasionally annoying, complicated… but honestly? Absolutely wonderful people.

So what are you complaining about? Do you know how annoying you can be?

The two of you somehow tolerate each other, because the energy between you answers everything. You both benefit from it, and neither of you goes home thinking, “Well, I could’ve used my energy better than on this meeting.”

Why does it work — even when you occasionally annoy each other, or when the other person really challenges you? Because the resonance field you’re sharing holds you both. Or rather, you’ve both created it — and now you’re carrying it together.

And in that space, your brain — the CPU between your ears — can complain all it wants. But the fuel for the soul is so high-octane that the mind gets pleasantly “fogged” by it and finally quiets down.

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That clarity is exactly what it creates — because the problem with the mind is that it constantly tries to judge, categorize, complain, and comment on everything.

But here’s the beautiful part, quite literally:

The well-known author and spiritual teacher Eckhart Tolle writes that a certain inner stillness is the state in which you are closest to yourself — as close as possible.

In that silence, you begin to feel your essence. Many call it the soul. You are, of course, completely free to use whatever word resonates with you.

I personally use “soul,” because it feels right in my own vocabulary.

And with the soul comes what I call a soul path — highly individual, yet somehow connecting all of us.

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You often hear people say things like: “I see you doing this,” or “Why don’t you try that?” or “You’re not doing anything,” or “In theory that all sounds nice,” or — more extreme — “dreamer.”

You know… none of that actually matters. You can reassure yourself that you’re not doing anything wrong.

These are simply incompatible fields. Your signature does not match the signature of the other person.

And they assume they can define your signature only because they cannot orient themselves within their own field — or because they are surrounded solely by similar signatures that shape their reality to the point where it feels like the unquestionable “normal state.”

And when you show up with a different signature, you simply fall outside of that “norm.”

Now, I personally consider most norms to be restrictive and limiting to one’s freedom — with the exception of moral and ethical norms, of course.

Some norms do make sense: for example, that people shouldn’t inflict harm on others and, at most, only deal with their own internal battles.

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You can engage in ego-duels if you want, but at some point you’ll realize how time-consuming, nerve-wracking, and endlessly stupid the whole thing becomes.

Because deep down, you already know everything you need to know, right? So why can’t that thing just shut up?

It can quiet down — when you simply put it beneath you, which is exactly where it belongs.

The soul does not operate on the same wavelength as your flesh-based CPU. That CPU can generate logic and fundamental structure, yes — but in my view, it should remain a tool, not your identity.

And what I’ve felt within myself is that living in this inner stillness can be profoundly healing.

It’s almost as if you’ve created a kind of paradise — your own — alive, not static or dead.

Yes, life is beautiful. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

There are days that teach you something, and that alone doesn’t make them bad days.

Yin and Yang — the central theme of balance.

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Just become a part of the whole — and you’ll notice that you can flow seamlessly into a design language like that of the Porsche 911.

You stop seeing only price, prestige, status, class conflict. All of those are merely projections — images born from ego and competition.

The car itself isn’t doing anything to you. It simply is.

And as you can see, even a metal object can lead you to insights.

So imagine what we humans are capable of when we actually live our essence — and maybe even collectivize it.

Think of the Pyramids of Giza, or monoliths and similar structures. To me, they are expressions of what becomes possible when human beings move in true synchronization.

AI is powerful — extremely powerful. But still nothing compared to what human consciousness is capable of in its full dimension.

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AI is a tool — a remarkably strong one — but the fear surrounding it arises because the ego immediately frames it as competition.

That’s when you feel that familiar instinct: “At some point we won’t be able to control this anymore.”

And yes — certain capabilities of AI may exceed what our analytical mind can handle.

But remember the metaphysical aspect each of us carries: awareness, presence, intentionality.

When you hold that in view, the “danger” stops feeling like danger. It becomes part of the evolution — not a threat to it.

In my view, AI represents a new phase in human development — a shift filled with unknowns, a genuine transformation.

Stay clear, stay grounded, and it becomes something you can move with, not fear.

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That’s my closing thought. Yes — a very long introduction, and not only about the 911. But I believe all of this belongs together.

If you’ve truly read all the way to this point, I thank you with all my heart.

And even if you didn’t take in everything, or don’t agree with every part of it, I thank you just as much.

These are simply my perspectives — shared without pressure, without persuasion, never presented as “truth.”

Think for yourself. Follow what genuinely interests you.

And I hope you’ll have the most meaningful experiences possible as a human being.

May your wishes, dreams, self-realizations, and your love find their way into reality.

Thank you.
Len